/Forget me not

<3's casey for the rest of forever.
she was mommys baby, an our lil sister.
we loved her then, and now we love her more than ever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-A_mf5vJTw


holy fuckin shit, i love this song, hes not that great lookin but damn he can sing!


whoo, man is it hot in 'ere? damn....

bad ass act is love
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yeah bitch what now i so passed my cim! si w/ a 246 yes!!!!

im wonderin which one of you guys have my pheonixfire account? if you do could you tell me?

well i tried out for color gaurd yesturday and wat a ya know im actually decent. i made it WOOT! im so excited i get my flag today after school. im happy.
lovin those who care.
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From: Lefty's baby girl
Date: Aug 19, 2005 8:44 AM

WHAT IS/ARE...

My favorite bands?:System of the down

My favorite pair of shoes?:ur black ones

Color are my eyes?:brown

One thing you want to say to me? we got it good

One thing you want to hear me say?: uhuh

Worst thing I've done to you?: went anti-social for the day

Best thing I've done for you?: made you whole

What do you think of my personality?: funny ( in good way) loveable

How well do you think you know me?: i know u somewhat and i wants to learn more
What would you do if I died tommorow?: die of a dead life

What would you tell me if you knew that I would?: i love you

Your favorite memory of me is?: watching stars, holdin hands right when hawk man was there

What would you do if I started crying in front of you?: take u in my arms and comfort u

Your Favorite thing about me?: ur cuddliness

Your least favorite thing about me?:?.? to hell withthat

My favorite color?: you dont have one if someone asks but its actuallly green

One question you've always wanted to ask me?:what made you like me??

^ Do you think I will answer that question when I find it?: ya

DO YOU...

Like me?: do i like you?,, do i like you?,, I love ya

dislike me?:!..@ no

Think Im annoying?: no, i dont talk to annoying ppl

Immature?:no

Cute?:? ofcourse

sexy?:yup

ugly?: hell no

Do you think I'm two faced?:no way

Have a crush on me?:yup

Did you answer the above questions honestly?:ya

Do you wish we were closer?: yup

AND MORE....

Describe me in 5 words:happy,loving,cuddly,cute,my babe

If you had me alone in your room and I'd go along with anything, what would we do?:dance, talk, cuddle

Was your previous answer sexual?:i dont think so

Are you ashamed for being a pervert now?: no and i am not


Would you say we are close?:yup

What song lyric reminds you of me?: i gotz 2 listen to every song i know of now to think bout that


Would you care if I moved away?:i would really care

Would you visit me in the hospital?:yup

Even if I was only there for 2 days?:ya

Are you glad you know me?: glad isnt good enough

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...

I kissed you?:pull head away, smile and kiss u back

Hugged you?: hold on for dear life not letting anything separate us

Held your hand?:play hand wars and then grab ur other hand

Said I loved you?: reply with i love u to and hug u if possible

Said I hated you (and meant it):shut myself away from the world, die spiritually for the rest of my life, and not care about my life

I said you were funny lookin?:frown

I was being made fun of at school?: round up my posse and find the person

NOW FOR THE REALLY RANDOM QUESTIONS...

If you gave me a hamster what would you name it?: ..3

What color looks best on me?:green

Does my hair smell nice?:ya

T/F, do I like people playing with my hair? i dunno

Do you think Im putting this survey here to see if you actually know me as well as you think you do?: no

Was it fun?: ya

Panda?: no giraffe

tis ok

this is a story that hurt less to write then it did to read to everyone..please take this eriously....and please look through my eyes if you want the rest of it comment..this is only a taste i dont think yall can handel this side of moie...
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well for and actually update on my life. ive been goin to UB for the past week. it was hell at first cuz i hate the whole group activities all the freckin time. there is no indepent work what soever except for your school work. but i new only a few people from tuesday nights, lance and troy. and there my lil click now, theer such punks seriously, but i love em. and me and troy have been attached at the hip since, we got to talking. and now well...its a mutual thing though cuz technacly ere not allowed to date. so if were asked f were dating we can truthfully say that were not. but every one knows we want each other realy bad. like ive actaully been able to sit down with him, and just tell him how i feel, "hey babe i like ya i like ya alot." and it dosnt freak me out to tell him. cuz he likes me too. and im not sure if its love. but for now its a love, but a differnt brand. its not a im gonna fuck you cuz i love you so much love, its a you care about me, and i know you love me, and i know i love you tpe thingy. but its just great to have him around. hes everything that cris was sapposed to be, but never was. just when i think that shit was all that i deserved, and all i would ever achivce, tr0y comes along. and he fixed everything. when im with him, i matter. and that a big deal cuz b4 i never mattered. and when im not with him, im missed his world goes up in flames without me. im really missed when im gone can you belive it?! yeah i know. when im sad hes there to make me happy. hes just so there, and now i dont feel like i have to wait around from cris anymore. now that i see that there is better out there then him. *breath-less sigh*
life is good....

woot! im back for 3 more days you guys can call me, if ya all want to. but im goin back to campus on tues day between7-8 o'clock okie? so wanna go to a moive or somfin tues. call me.

love you
(missy, sunrise)
mo mo

uhh..no name, it sucks, i tryed fantasy just to see if i could do it...and it didnt turn out well....

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spinnin into the next day

lying on the floor, starting up at the fan
wonderin why the hell it would just spin
around and around, its that all it can?
it seems sorta pointless dosnt it?
it not getting anywhere
its attached to something else damn it
why cant it move on?
its getting further and further
away...its gone
closing my eyes
just think, thats all
i have to do,
i can just lie here and fantisize
if i wanted too
thats all im capeable of
just another poem, or another story
a form of getting away, up higher above
all of this, above all of them
all the stupididty, the mistakes
and you wouldnt even wonder where ive been
so lets go, lets spin around
just keep spinnin'
just keep spinin'
till you drownd, out all the truth
all of reality
spin it into the ground
why does it keep spinnin like that?
is it cuz, its tryin to get away?
tryin to forget, everything that it once had?
its to painfull to think back
on what it lost, so it spins
spins away
just keep spinnin...
just spin into the next day....

uh...

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Cursed by the darkness..
Disowned by the light.
Betrayed by you..
And everyone else in this cold world.
I know no happyness.
but I am no stranger to pain.
My best friend is hatred.
I sit in silences...crying these loney tears..
Wondering why I put myself through this..
I feel as if I were a puppet to Rage.
Confused and lost in my own little world.
Nothing has a meaning to me.
I go day to day being un-noticed..
You See right through me...
If you only knew how I felt...
piercing words..Strip my flesh.
I have no need for life.
Not caring if I lived or died.
Cut marks in-graved into my arm..
as a sign of my lost hope.
This is just how I live my life..
All love is lost...

credit to- crissy

gah i want this one as my icon..does anyone know how to change the lil BMP at the end to GIF or one the ones i can actaully use!!! this is driving me nuts! GAH!

u no wat? i starting to think that xander(sp?) and anya(SP?) are actually really cute together (:

gah, i cant sleep, fucking ex wont get outta my head, fucking words that he said, so many fucking times, are buzzing around in my mind, i wish i could just turn it the hell off, but no of course not, fuck it, i just gotta close my eyes, and not deal w/this shit, gah! get outta my head, i just wanna sleep, i dont wanna feel dead, to the heart, you leavin yet still livein in my mind, its tarin me apart, but i got alot time right>? well you would think so, now wouldnt you? but you dont know, we could be gone tommorw, we could never wake from our sweet slumber, the world could end and youd never even remember,me, or the time we spent in each others arms, so the rises the question...does it even matter, if we make up today? or even the day after?, if loves army, us it captures? if you were mysteriously brought together one more god damnd time, just for that one day, that one last time, before the world and all its shit, was gone, and you were offered the chance to be mine...would take it? or would you, let it pass you by?...

to see you with her
its just a shot to the heart
although your not aware
your ripping me apart
i just wish sometimes that i never met you
so that i would never have to hide like i am
i wouldnt have to pretend im not hurt
i wouldnt have to stand
here and watch you go on with your life
as if nothing happend,between us
i want to make things right
but im scared..im scared because i see...
you with her, and how happy you are
and i know that this is the way things should be
how i always manage to fine the ones who
i cant have, to hold or love
but yet they've still been placed here
right within my grasp
she could reach out and wipe away my tear
the ones i shed for her,when no ones around
if they ever new, they still wouldnt understand
they cant see through me eyes, they dont know the path im bound
how could they say they're sorry?
they cant feel what i feel right fucking now?!
so ill hide it away, within the
depths of my mind
i'll keep it locked up
it will dissapear within time
all i pray is that, youll be content
youve found someone who loves you
and im sure together you two were ment
as it is i, should just goway
and let you live your lives
maybe well be together, someday?
but i just wanna see you happy
thats all that really matters
thats all that really counts
thats all that needs to happen, that what its all about

the tears they no longer hesitate to fall
they vent the words, the feeling that i can not
say at all
i dont know why its come back to this
it seems that it always does
and im sorry, its just i miss...
you, you dont understand why
but i cant just keep it enclosed
keep it inside
its something i cant hide forever
its something that needs to be told
its something like us, that needs to be together
but no one gets it, they just dont care
get over it already,
i would but i just cant, bare
its all, the weight of all the love i carry
its beginng to crush me
into a thousad pisces to sharp to barry
i love everything, i just cant stop
your eyes, just the simplicty of their shade
your smile, your warm arms, how can i not
the way you would come over and hug me
like you ment it
kiss me like, like this was where you wanted to be
things have gotten just so fucked up
we no longer talk
i hardly see you, so this is my luck
i fall for you,
right into your arms
but you let go, letting me fall there was nothing i could do
i dont hate you for it
as long as i tell meself
that it was for the best
i should be alright-
no i will i always am,
an i could never let you know how i really feel
so i will simle when i see you with her
hold it all down,keep it hidden
i wouldnt want you to, do what you did to me
to her
i would never forgive myself
i love you way to much
its so passionate, this i have never felt
only once, and that was from you
i was need, wanted i had a place
in your arms, in the light of your face
i just cant stop thinking back
to what we had...
i ..i just really want you back

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